loving dinner_*

i've never felt so happy yet guilty at the same time. it's truly amusing yet saddening.

you and i probably have the same personality. we're both stubborn and we give to those we love. unfortunately, we both give to each other at the same time and no one receives.

you're probably thinking how could i raise my voice at you. you just loved me and you just wanted me to have the best.

you're probably not thinking that i loved you too and i wanted you to have it.

sorry for shouting, take it as i REALLY wanted you to have it.

and perhaps your tears were worth it, because i could tell your immense love yet your broken heart.

just a clash of love - it always happen

sorry