hate that i love you_*

gah, i need to make a decision and i need some balls to stick to that decision.

either way, i'll end up broken. SR & LR.

why must it always be this way.

the prick and the prune.

either way distasteful.

go away

She's everything you want
She's everything you need
She's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
She says all the right things
At exactly the right time

i know how you feel,  i know. i feel the same way too. someone taking away what you want and all you can do is stop and stare.

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As much as I love you
As much as I need you
And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile?

But you won't let me
You upset me boy
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget that I was upset
Can't remember what you did

But I hate it...
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long that's wrong

And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so

You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh

Said it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I... love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right

One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...